Son, Why Do You Do This to Yourself?

    I almost forgot that today was my regular posting day.  I got so involved watching Good Mythical Morning and Good Mythical More that I just plum forgot that I write my post immediately afterwards.  That's the kind of week I've been having.  I just haven't been myself lately.  I am not sure what started it or when it started.  I remember just not feeling it when I worked out this weekend.  Usually, exercise can lift my spirits, but it didn't really work too well this time.  I've been trying to decorate my store before Thanksgiving, but it just has been a struggle this year.  If I was doing it all on my own, I could have probably done it all in a day or so.  However, the person who is 'helping' me is doing her 'best' to make it take as long as possible.  For instance, she cleaned the windows on Saturday when the window-cleaner never showed up on Friday.  Then, she cleaned them on Monday when she felt the first time wasn't good enough, meaning that that portion of the decorating was delayed another day. While I did my portion of the store in the usual amount of time, I had to wait until she finished other things so I could deal with my next step.  I also had to change my Thanksgiving menu to something I didn't really want to at the last minute, technically the last day I was planning to shop.  I had to reschedule a shopping trip out-of-town by a week because of weather.  I been swamped by chocolate-covered cherries.  At least they are selling at a reasonable pace.  I trying to figure out the best time to place the next book order, while also planning the December Upcoming Releases board.  A free trial just started this morning, and so many of the channels have been re-arranged since the last time I checked on them. I finally remembered to go back to cataloging my old weightlifting magazines so that I can finish up that project that started over a year ago. I have been doing a review of an RPG on a forum I'm on.  I'm about through with the second of four phases.  I go into a really deep detailed analysis.  Probably too deep, considering it is taking me about thirty minutes to post each segment with multiple segments per phase.  I trying to find the time each night to play Golf Clash so that I don't fall too far behind the rest of the people in my Clan.  At least I already qualified for this week's tournament for both of my accounts on the first night.  I'm just at wit's end.  I can't remember to look at my online dating profile.  I still haven't responded to my big push from two months ago.  I guess I'm just too afraid and too embarrassed.  I also don't know what to say, since I feel that I have said everything I needed to.  I've caught up on the new Bluey episodes that just came out to regular cable.  I swear, I am regressing here just to feel content.  Maybe even happy.  Still, I do like most of what I do, even if it is taking me much longer than I wanted to do.  Now, someone wants to clean and vacuum the store's carpeting at the most inopportune time for me, so I best finish before things get even crazier. Ugh.