Waxing and Waxing on and on

Last week, I had a birthday, just after I published my post.  It started to make me feel a little down.  I have mentioned how I had just finished going through the eighty plus World of Darkness supplements that had been damaged.  That got me thinking about where I got many of them, as well as World of Darkness 2.0/Chronicles of Darkness and even Exalted books.  I was kind of trying to figure out if I could slyly ask for an extra discount on my weekly pull because of my birthday, even though I probably wasn't going to pick them up until after my birthday.  That is when I realized that I had been going to them, Page 3 Game Zone, for over twenty-three years!  Over that time, I have bought thousands of comic books (about ten years of which were also destroyed in the aforementioned mishap), hundreds of magazines and trading cards (both regular and CCG's, I used to buy them by the box), a dozen or so books, two comic book related tarot decks, a few boxes of gaming figurines, and even a brush kit that I actually used on some actual paintings (including the one I keep trying to download onto here without any success, don't worry I won't bring it up again).  It just gets me sad is all.  I keep trying to get the confidence to to more with my hobby I guess you could call it, but something is just missing from my reach.  I don't know what it is.  I am running out of ideas for today.  I almost forgot that I needed to do this today because I had so must else to do.  In a few minutes, I am going to try and contact some people I haven't seen or even heard from in years.  I needed to calm down and get my confidence up before I did anything else.  I guess this is it for today as my wrists are really starting to hurt again.  My typing skills are shot and I will have to hunt- and-peck or just scroll with the mouse for the resat of my social media session.  Be back next week.