The Point to All of This

I do have one, after all.  I had an idea while reading one of my supplements one time.  It wasn't that big an idea; it was just a partially thrown out line that might not have meant anything.  It meant something to me.  It gave me such a big idea that I wanted to do something about it, like maybe submit an idea for a whole new line to the publisher.  It took me awhile, but I was finally going to give it a go.  It was early August, 2003.  You may know what happened.  The entire game system, all lines, would be ending in a huge way, only to be replaced with a different set of game-lines following soon after.  Well, I would have to wait and see what the new systems were going to be like before I could do anything.  I got my copies of the first books in 2004.  However, I would have to wait until more books came out before I could decide how best to adapt my ideas.  With each new line, I had to change a little something her and there, but this would only make it better.  Unfortunately, I was to afraid to do more than make my own little framework.  I waited so long that everything about the company changed, from distribution lines to the actual business it did work under.  They even used an idea I had in one recent line.  Now, I seem to be stuck.  I would like to go on in some way with this idea, perhaps using the updated "20" line for the original, but I am still too afraid to jump on it.  It would be such a good fit for me, but I have so many doubts.  What if it isn't good enough?  What if someone else already has conflicting plans?  I don't know what to do, but I don't want to do anything either.  I am stuck between cowardice and stasis with an unseen way out, for now.  There will be a way.  See, figuratively, you next week.